Its been a while

It's been a long time since we've really talked and I miss you. I miss the times and everything we had. I want you back in my life 'cause it's great having a friend like you.

I know I acted mad and dumb while we were going out but so did you. If I could turn back time I would make things right. I heard some stuff and I let that get to my head. I wasn't mature enough back then to go up to you and talk things out with you. Instead I acted like a little girl by ignoring you when you would try to talk to me. I'm sorry for hurting you.

Well, I don't know if you care now or if you've lost feelings for me... I don't know how you feel. My feelings for you are still the same and memories don't erase, they stay with me.

Now I realize that it's true; you really don't ever know what you've got till you lose it. I lost you and if there was any way I could talk to you again I would, but you seem to have forgotten about me and you'll probably never read this, but this how I feel and I miss you.

I look around me, and I can’t believe that you’re not here. The world feels so dark and empty without you. Even going for a good lunch, i won't feel the same anymore, cause no one is sharing with me like u do .

When I remember how angry I got over what you said, I can hardly believe it now. I was mad, but that anger wasn’t worth any of this. I am sorry for all the small matter, that i took anger towards u , i regretted every since :(

When I think of the jokes to made me smile, i jus laugh right now and at the same time in tears and how your smile just lit up the whole room, I can barely remember the reason we’re fighting now.

I understand if you are sad inside (sorry) , but I want you to know that if you call or show up, I’ll drop whatever I’m doing so we can work this out. No matter how long it take , i will stand besides u , no matter what, i love u